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I've got the reply regarding my SEP. Of cos, not a good one though after repeated tries. Eventually I've come to terms with that. After all, what can I do. When putting through on hold for a long time and all u get to do is to speak with the answering machine, it's time to move on. 12 years of education and counting, No sweat but tears have flown. Encouragement words haven been said and written to encourage myself that exams are going to be over soon. The storm is ending soon. Soon. U'll be able to see the rainbow again. it's been like 3 sem in NUS. So how about the NUS experience. Nothing much. I have alr come to terms with bell curves, attendance stars, participation points. All I can say is, if someone can cramp a module within 4 days and get an A. And another student who constantly get B-/B and suddenly get a D, I would wonder if the student realli not write anything on the final paper cos that will mean that he/she got a F for that. But then in NUS, anything can happen, just like DisneyLand. Like what most tutors would say to encourage and to prevent complacency, ' I've seen students who are consistent but then at the end get terrible results. But there are some who will surprise me by ace-ing the final paper'
I have worked hard for this sem, and worked smart. Like all smart NUStudents, I will raise hands for participation points, I will deliberately ask questions, I will go for tutorials for attendance stars. I won be happy, but I will have my results. I have learned to do it the smart way. But if results still reflect the bad, there's nothing I can do. I'm sick of crying.